Stacia Rochelle

So much to cover that some stuff I am sure will unfortunately get left out. Yes I finally delivered the most beautiful baby girl ever, she's such a good baby I can't believe it. I am very very lucky. She looks just like her daddy and yet she's still gorgous :). She sleeps for about 3-4 at a time and only cries when she has a dirty diaper or is hungry.
I can't believe I waited so long to become a parent this is by far the best thing I have ever done with my life. That being said it is also by far the hardest, and I know I have it easy with her, yet nothing has already made me feel like the bigest champion and failure at the same time.
C-Section births leave much to be desired, the birth process itself is very speedy if yours is pre planned as mine was, the recovery takes much much too long. I hate not being able to fend for myself and my child alone, I am really bad at asking for help on a personal level.
Breatsfeeding has been hatefull, she will rarely latch to me so I have to pump milk into a bottle. I can handle pumping into a bottle what is infuriating/incerdibly dissapointing is that I can pump for 30 minutes and accumulate 1 ounce between both sides. I am on some suppliments to help my milk come in I think they are working just ever so slowly.
Stacia is perfect and mommy is on the mend so we are all doing very well and happy to finally be together.